Tuesday, August 26, 2014

The Plans

Before the recent unfortunate event involving Baby Dylan took place, I had lots of big happy plans to look forward to until the end of 2014.

Some props I prepared for my maternity studio photo-shoot with baby #2.

For examples:
  • Press the pause button on my WAHM mode by end of this month (hello, last tri-semester!) and start shopping/preparing stuff for baby #2's arrival in two months' time. 
  • Do maternity/family studio photo-shoot (our booked appointment was supposedly two days ago).
  • Celebrate my birthday and Naomi's birthday in September.
  • Give birth to baby boy in end of October.
  • Let my parents get busy with the newborn during my confinement (truth is my parents had to abruptly come to Malaysia about a week ago to help me with my early confinement and cope with the loss of Dylan).
  • Celebrate my husband's birthday in November.
  • Spend Christmas 2014 with my two kids.

Who knew that God has different plan for me and all above plans with Dylan in the picture were shattered in one measly second?

It's like I almost finished writing a book with a happy ending for its last chapter but suddenly this book has gone missing. And now, I want to begin writing a new book again but can't even find a new book to write as yet.

"In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps."
Proverbs 16:9

Good thing is that I am still sane and doing fairly fine so far. So glad and thankful I have Naomi who cheers me up and keeps me occupied everyday. 

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